Publishing my first post after redesigning my blog! Have you noticed? I thought maybe Metamorphosis just needs a brand new layout to inspire me to write again. So far it’s working, I think. I managed to haul my ass out of the rut and forced my sister Denice to take my pictures. Hopefully this newfound excitement doesn’t wear off too fast, otherwise it’ll look like I’ve once again abandoned this blog. *crossed fingers* I hate how I easily lose interest in things, honestly.
If not for blogger events, I wouldn’t have anything to post here. But I realized my readers deserve better. So last week, I decided to redesign the website to start a new leaf, attended an event (my first this year), and started planning content. I already have 4 other blog posts in the works.
So what have I been up to lately? Aside from dealing with occasional anxiety attacks and mood swings, I have been editing manuscripts and writing a lot for two websites since the new year began. Quite frankly, I’m not very confident with my writing skills, but I haven’t been let go yet so I guess I’m doing okay haha! Chad always tells me I’m a good writer but I just chalk it up to him being supportive and hopelessly in love with me hahaha! 😛
Shooting this set was particularly hard to do. It’s been a while since I did an OOTD post so I forgot how to pose properly for the camera (note the awkward smile below lol). It’s like I’ve become this entirely new person, as if I’ve never done countless photoshoots in the past. It’s weird how time changes you.
I feel like I’m in a phase where I truly know what kind of person I want to be, although I’m still in the process of figuring out how to be that person. I still like dressing up and putting on makeup every once in a while but they don’t feel as exhilarating as they used to be. Right now, I just want to have a simple, quiet, and happy life with my loved ones by my side.
Pants and Shoes from Forever 21 | Top from TrendZone – Maginhawa
Anyway, this is what I wore to the #LuxNights with Solenn Heusaff a few days ago. More on that in another post, so be sure to come back!